Tick Tick in My Mind...

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Every single moment my mind whispers your name,
It shows the frequency of my remembrance in your head,
I don't understand what holds you back, Why can't you text...
It's already 12.00 and I feel we both are unable to rest...
I know I make you insane,
That's the reason I am giving you space...
I can't let you feel stuck midway,
I feel terrible when you are in distress...
No one can take this heart away,
Believe me I am always around your place.

Memories...

 

 Memorising this day,

When I was with you,

Never knew it would go this way…

Was starving but still craving for your facts,

A meeting formal turned into personal with a share,

Found some ways through your intelligence…

Someone can be so empathetic, I was amazed,

That real talk made me so overwhelmed…

The time passed by so fast,

Suddenly mind alarmed it is time to go back…

With a busy mind, to the bus stop I Ran,

In bus, your message popped then,

The beautiful conversations started from there…

And now today feeling that day,

How safe I was in your presence…

 

 

My Simple Being...

 

  

When I learnt to stay alone,
You came to hold me on,
Many thunders I have faced alone,
Tell me where were you all along?
I shed tears in lone,
Why you made me waited so long?
My simple being where do you go?
I will always walk along the shore...
Will wait for destiny,
To release this ache in my soul...
One day I wish we wont need to let go...

Incapable

 

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Incapable to describe,

What it feels like…

To stay alone in thoughts,

When someone is not by your side...

Not able to keep calm,

Just sleeping more and more to be fine…

With a pillow in your arms,

And hugging it so tight…

Imagining it is someone,

To let that pain subside…

How this thing will ease,

Troubling the everyday tasks?

Thinking of someone,

Running in the head,

How to stay comforted,

When mind is in haphazard?