Highest Roar...

 Thought that it's a companionship for a lifetime ,

Entered in your life assuming I will be your lifeline...

Some days were really shiny,

Many things there were in planning...

But my dreams took a troll,

Your faith shook like a weak door...

There were allegations I had to fight with,

And eventually I went mentally ill...

Blessed, somehow I could recover

Gradually regained my power...

But that was not enough,

I had to face more...

Again an incident came as a jolt,

Thank God it was my awakening call...

Look now how I changed,

How I shattered into pieces and recollected...

Wish you could feel my soul,

Could catch the ways I tried to support...

I am building myself but still somewhere broken,

As cannot make a choice on my own...

But I believe destiny will open its door,

And I will be taken 

to my highest roar...

Tick Tick in My Mind...

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Every single moment my mind whispers your name,
It shows the frequency of my remembrance in your head,
I don't understand what holds you back, Why can't you text...
It's already 12.00 and I feel we both are unable to rest...
I know I make you insane,
That's the reason I am giving you space...
I can't let you feel stuck midway,
I feel terrible when you are in distress...
No one can take this heart away,
Believe me I am always around your place.

Mere SHIV

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Intezar bahut kiya, koshishe bahut ki,

Kisi tarah tum mil jao, na mile tum to hamne khud ko samjha liya,

Fir bas "SHIV" ko apna bana liya...

Socha nahi tha SHIV itna chahenge, hum muskuraye to muskura denge aur hum roye to ro denge...

Ab kisi chij ki tamanna kya bachegi jab unhone hame apna maan liya, ek mamuli se insaan ko dil me apne bitha liya...

Hum na mil paye unse to vo hame bulate hai,

Hum yaad karte hai aur vo sapno me aate hai,

Itna pyar SHIV se pa liya, humne SHIV ko aur SHIV ne bhi hame apne hridaya me sthaan diya.

Longing for you...

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 I am burning inside,

I am burning in a fire,

Needing to be calmed down by you...

By the warmth of your affection and through your soothing voice.

Within me a thunder resides,waiting for your rain...

Desiring all the pain to be washed away,

As heavenly you look into my eyes. The intense longing for your soul and the real connection we own.

Want to make you only mine and wish to dissolve in your arms forever.

Memories...

 

 Memorising this day,

When I was with you,

Never knew it would go this way…

Was starving but still craving for your facts,

A meeting formal turned into personal with a share,

Found some ways through your intelligence…

Someone can be so empathetic, I was amazed,

That real talk made me so overwhelmed…

The time passed by so fast,

Suddenly mind alarmed it is time to go back…

With a busy mind, to the bus stop I Ran,

In bus, your message popped then,

The beautiful conversations started from there…

And now today feeling that day,

How safe I was in your presence…

 

 

Only You...

 

My pen is playing with words

To define my feelings for you

When I could not see the era

From where were you

And fell for the personality held by you

So deep, grown and thoughtful that I could not resist to drawn to you

And now I am so addicted to you,

Its getting tough to handle anything without you,

Just wish presence of you,

Know in dreams it could be true.

Walls of stone...

Shuruat ho chuki hai

Kathor hone ki,

Jo tum na aaye,

Mann tut jayega...

Aansu sukh chuke hai,

Bhavnaye dam tod rahi hai,

Ab sambhal lo muje,

Varna ye dil patthar ban jayega... 

Saalgirah dard ki puri ho chuki hai,

Anjaan the ye dard yha le ayega,

Na aaye tum to

Ye mann tut jayega...

Tham lo muje

 varna dil patthar ban jayega...