Jin parton ko nikala tha,
Vo parten fir se ubhar rahi hai,
Jo mom pighalne lagi thi,
Vo fir se jamne lagi hai...
Kyo bharosa uthne laga hai,
Kyo duniya begani si lagne lagi hai...
Bahar se sab apna hai,
Bheetar kuch bhi sach nahi hai...
Ye diware fir uthne lagi hai,
Usi rang me rangne lagi hai...
Aap yaad aaye jab bhi ye aansu aankho me bhar aaye,
Khushi me bhi pahle aap hi nazar aaye...
In palko me ek hi sapna basa hai ki ab aap hi mil jaye,
Is duniya me fir se bheja hai aapne koi to kaam adhura hai,
Shayad aapko paa lu, aapki ye hi kaamna puri ho jaye?
Here are the books and here is me,
Again with running thoughts,
Again with esteem,
Reading in my mind,
Keeping myself close.
Pondering over what the future can hold more,
Stepping into a new era where I can be on my own...
Slowly slowly nights are being dreamy,
Dreamy dreamy nights are getting shiny,
And my heart is feeling full of light,
As I hold your hand lovingly tight...
Deep down I crave for you,
Wish you could be here with me and dance under the moonlit sky, under the stars, with the glowy night.
We could fall asleep in each other's arms and I see your face when I open my eyes in the next dewy dawn.
Wish you could hold my hand forever between your palms.
Wish I could listen your voice which is unheard for days
Wish I could rest my head on your chest and feel your breath being heavier,
Wish we could hold each other's territory without any fear.
You are my home,
My space to relax,
My everlasting heavenly light,
My love, to whom I want to lean on...
I want only your shoulder next to me,
When I am in the crowd or alone...
You are in my heart and soul,
Reminding me love is all about to hold.
Presence appears only as a word now,
As you have become an undeniable part of my core.
Thought that it's a companionship for a lifetime ,
Entered in your life assuming I will be your lifeline...
Some days were really shiny,
Many things there were in planning...
But my dreams took a troll,
Your faith shook like a weak door...
There were allegations I had to fight with,
And eventually I went mentally ill...
Blessed, somehow I could recover
Gradually regained my power...
But that was not enough,
I had to face more...
Again an incident came as a jolt,
Thank God it was my awakening call...
Look now how I changed,
How I shattered into pieces and recollected...
Wish you could feel my soul,
Could catch the ways I tried to support...
I am building myself but still somewhere broken,
As cannot make a choice on my own...
But I believe destiny will open its door,
And I will be taken
to my highest roar...
